Doente.

Je suis malade

I don’t dream anymore, i don’t smoke anymore
I don’t have a history anymore
I am dirty without you
I am ugly without you
I am like an orphan in a dormitory

I don’t feel like living in my life
My life stops when you leave
I don’t have a life anymore and even my bed
Turns into a platform (of a station)
When you go away

I am ill
Completely ill
Like when my mother went out in the evening
And that she left me alone with my despair

I am ill, fully ill
You come, we never know when
You leave again, we never know where
And it will be soon two years
Since you didn’t give a damn.

Like to a rock
Like to a sin
I am locked on to you
I am tired, I am exhausted
To pretend being happy when they are here

I drink every night
But all whiskies
For me, they have the same taste
And all the boats carry your flag
I don’t know anymore where to go, you are everywhere

I am ill
Completely ill
I pour my blood in your body
And i am like a dead bird when you sleep

I am ill
Perfectly ill
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have drained me of all my words
And I have the heart completely ill
Though i had talent before having your skin

This love is killing me
If this goes on, i’ll die alone with me
Near my radio, like an idiot kid
Listening to my own voice singing

I am ill
Completely ill
Like when my mother went out in the evening
And that she left me alone with my despair

I am ill
This it is, i am ill
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have drained me of all my words
And I have the heart completely ill
Surrounded by barricades
You understand, I am ill